10:51 AM

pish posh

word to the wise

people are funny

i often watch

but how can you read into things

that you don’t know

knowledge is the answer

you can always assume

create lies

and judge

based upon how people look

walk

or even talk

the most famous words

“don’t judge a book by its cover”

for you don’t know it’s contents

how many chapters or prefixes it has

how many pages it contains

what happens when you leave that book

and it’s cover it closed

open your eyes today

think before you speak

read before you leak

that is all.

– k.k.

bitches are crazy

I don’t get it.

Not even one bit.

I am not the type if girl to not understand the typical.

A basic… or what some people might call it.

I know you run into people into your life for certain reasons….

but what do you do when you run into one of the crazy ones.

Do you just walk in the opposite direction.

See the signs before you commit the time and introduce them to other friends.

I know all people have problems and go through things

but when does it become too extreme.

When do you just need to walk away and let it be.

I just witnessed a few things…

things that I am not even sure of because they escalated to quickly.

what really just went down.

I’m not okay with this.

How can you think it’s okay to steal someone’s phone number and then text them.

Lie and pretend it didn’t happen but then confess about it and expect this to work in your favor.

I just don’t know how to deal with crazy.

I think I just need to shut down and walk away.

I don’t know how to deal with most girls.

I get that feeling that I am always going to be a lone lioness.

Never going to be able to completely relate and understand why girls get so clingy.

Why they cannot relax and just let things be.

Let things happen naturally, like how it’s supposed to be.

I feel like this has turned into more of a rant then a typical ylog post

but I feel like I need to get it out and just be me.

People need to relax more bout things.

Don’t read so much into things.

Alright back to doing me.

Bye.

– k.k.

merp

 

travel

Go places.

Take time away and break your routine.

Learn something new & see the world that surrounds you.

Life is here for you to appreciate.

Take advantage of what is in front of you.

Go & see.

This weekend I will travel to take a moment for my self.

To be with good people

and experience good things.

I cannot wait to travel out of the state for a minute….

for this is over due.

Hopefully after the weekend I can share some stories & adventures with you.

– k.k.

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aspire

I have been really focused on the wants and goals in my life the last couple of days.

I really want to get every thing in line & go with what is positive and what makes me… me.

I think by doing things you truly love are the ways to bring more good things to make a person live happily.

I know that where I am right now career wise maybe not be exactly where I should be.

It’s great for the time being,

but the promises that were made originally are not really what they should be or will ever be,

which I am coming to discover lately and I deserve more.

It’s an interesting world we live in.

You would think because women have equal rights these days,

that situations in office like environments would be different {as in roles & treatments}.

For some reason I get requests to call a plumber or do other’s jobs or

the need for office supplies or even to let people into the office by answering the door.

Let me also add, I am not a receptionist or assistant… I am in marketing.

I don’t really understand the whole, “oh your a female so you can take care of this for me” thing.

Some times I think that I would be happier if I just worked for my self so I really wouldn’t have to put up with any bull shit through out the day, just my own haha.

I mean I can’t really complain too much because I am allowed to work form home most days with the kiddo and the pay is really great,

but is it really worth it sacrificing your morals and rights daily because you are one of the only females in the office?

I have too many goals to be more of something great then to sit and take this…

I have always been very unique person, able to use creativity in any aspect of life.

Come up with ideas and designs people really enjoy and like.

I like to design things,

draw things,

photograph things

and sew.

I would really like to go back to school and study photography even though I already have a bachelors in marketing & fashion design.

I miss film photography, I think it would be fun to learn more and play in a dark room.

I would like to focus more on utilizing my knowledge by continuing my clothing line in the apparel industry.

I have a few projects currently along the way with designing apparel items for a coffee shop and my mens line of ties under way but the focus is hard…

Little lady mini me, full time job, house, responsibilities, etc. etc.

I know this also might be something dream like to want to do this for a living but I have a weird obsession with coffee.

I think it would be amazing to a buyer in the industry.

To be able to taste all the coffees in the world would be a dream but as I ponder, I think that it could become a reality.

Maybe besides going to school for fotos, I can focus up on this desire too and study?

I would like to make some changes in the next couple of months to get to where I want to be.

I have with other aspects in my life to get to where I am now.

So why not, right?

It will be tough, but I think it’s something that will truly make everything right.

– k.k.

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the beginning

It’s been a while that I have been able to put my fingers to the keys and actually put my thoughts into words.

Life has been good to me,

challenging at times but we all receive bumps in our paths to help keep us on point in the right direction we need to go.

I think that living life in a positive aspect has helped me through everything.

I believe that you should never regret the decisions you make in life, no matter how hard they are.

You should always look at the positives that surround you in front of our eyes.

Live the way you want to live & not let people or things hold you back from it.

Love to appreciate everything,

even the littlest things in life.

And truly be the person you want to be.

I am at a major point in my life {turning 30, even thought I don’t feel it}

I look back at all the things I have accomplished through out the years,

been through,

feelings I have felt,

and can say that I am glad.

I am proud to be the person I am today.

To know that I can go through anything,

no matter how difficult at the time I feel.

I will always climb back up and move forward to better things.

I hope to keep up with my writings.

To share my life,

stories,

thoughts,

adventures,

and opinions with others who could maybe relate.

enjoy.

– k.k.

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